happy memories

by endrin

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written winter-summer 2015
recorded at my, charlies and sams houses summer 2015
thanks to charlie and sam for letting me use their instruments

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released August 24, 2015

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Track Name: what has been
eyes wander all across the sea
when did the sun learn what to be
pull in between a crowd full of leaves
dont you wish that you could be like these

im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this

eyes wander all across the sea
when did the sun learn what to be
pull in between a crowd full of leaves
dont you wish that you could be like these

everybody thinks about what has been
and i know that you do too
we used to play around with cities
but now english takes the square

im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this

everybody thinks about what has been
and i know that you do too
we used to play around with cities
but now english takes the square

jungles and walls
seperation
Track Name: feel things twice
you said you loved me
now i dont know if that is true
but i should have said something as you ran out of the room
goodbye can never be enough to push the second hand out from in front of you
when you need it most theyll pull it out from under you

this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you
this song is about you

vases of matter
suggesting what you want to say
heads rolling snowy
like everything that happened yesterday
steel bars make me feel like wednesdays gonna be home
oh i guess im just another mans treasure
Track Name: never stop
i want to go to a place ill never be
ill be taken over by me
i dont know if i will fall in the ocean
but i do know that loves no emotion

im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this

there are lots of people one must think about
even though their forks are off the table
theres a lot o chairs moved out of place
and i still miss the one i should chase

why is it so hard to talk to me
why is it so hard to talk for me
why is it so hard to talk to me
why is it so hard to talk for me

never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting
never stop hurting

i dont know what youre doing
i guess that you just want it that way
peachy paper covers my floor
i still dont know what were looking for

im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired
im so tired of this
Track Name: everything appeared red
the words people say
change every day
it makes me want to crawl out of my
mind

after we are dead
airy cyclones spread
my feelings all across the ocean
floor

i know
the truth is not what anybody wants
but please
dont wait forever

and i dont even worry
about their fates

and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
Track Name: apologies
things change over time be careful what you wish for
a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet
apples to apples never play with your friends

driving through the trees make sure you dont miss your exit

i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings

i guess that were never really on the same boat anyways
you should really never say how could you do this to me
if someone else walks in how could i trust you

ive said too much ive said too much ive said too much ive said too
ive said too much ive said too much ive said too much ive said too

i heard everything you said two weeks before you even said it
and i bet you cant even blame this on him
what has even changed since last time
the apple doesnt fall far from the tree

i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings
i guess ill always have mixed feelings
Track Name: astoria (dream awake aisha) / a mans a man for a that
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about

i found the forest
as if thats done me any good
i threw my whole life on the floor

a little beagle told me
i said put on some lotion
a little beagle told me
i said put on some lotion
i cant fight in no more of these wars

the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about

i do
i do

what happens next is no surprise

is there for honest poverty
that hings his head an a that
the coward slave we pass him by
we dare be poor for a that
for a that an a that
our toils obscure an a that
the rank is but the guineas stamp
the mans the gowd for a that

rolling down
your window
its too late now just flying by
telling stories
is good for the soil
its only gravel here

the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
the only thing nobody cared about
Track Name: a mans a man for a that
what though on hamely fare we dine
wear hoddin grey an a that
gie fools their silks and knaves their wine
a mans a man for a that
for a that an a that
their tinsel show an a that
the honest man tho eer sae poor
is king o men for a that

ye see yon birkie cad a lord
wha struts an stares an a that
tho hundreds worship at his word
hes but a cuif for a that
for a that an a that
his ribband star an a that
the man o independent mind
he looks an laughs at a that

a prince can mak a belted knight
a marquis duke an a that
but an honest mans aboon his might
guid faith he mauna fa that
for a that an a that
their dignities an a that
the pith o sense an pride o worth
are higher rank than a that

then let us pray that come it may
as come it will for a that
that sense and worth oer a the earth
shall bear the gree an a that
for a that an a that its comin yet for a that
that man to man the world oer
shall brithers be for a that
Track Name: under star projectors
heads floating
lips moving
i dont know what more you could do
could do

remember when he gave away my stripes
when he traded you for a hotel
how he never does what hes supposed to
but none of you do

i know
the truth is not what anybody wants
but please
dont wait forever

theres a couple things id like
if it wasnt so late at night
nothings bad as before but that dont mean its fine
nothings the same but i dont know
i dont know

i know
the truth is not what anybody wants
but please
dont wait forever

call me what you wanna
cuz im never going to write this down
call me what you wanna
cuz im never going to write this down
call me what you wanna
cuz im never going to write this down
call me what you wanna
cuz im never going to write this down
Track Name: getting sick until you cant get sick anymore
i cant express myself
without sounding cliche

arent i so clever
why cant you all just see
i know all of this jazz harmony

and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing
and it dont mean a thing

i want desperately to not be here
but i guess that wouldnt be so funny
i just need my skin to be
a little less blue
Track Name: trying to forget
trying to forget about him
Track Name: kyrie eleison
kyrie eleison
kyrie eleison
kyrie eleison